I MIND me in the days departed

How often underneath1 the sun

With childish bounds I used to run

To a garden long deserted2.

The beds and walks were vanish'd quite;

And wheresoe'er had struck the spade

The greenest grasses Nature laid

To sanctify her right.

I call'd the place my wilderness3

For no one enter'd there but I.

The sheep look'd in the grass to espy4

And pass'd it ne'ertheless.

The trees were interwoven wild

And spread their boughs5 enough about

To keep both sheep and shepherd out

But not a happy child.

Adventurous6 joy it was for me!

I crept beneath the boughs and found

A circle smooth of mossy ground

Beneath a poplar-tree.

Old garden rose-trees hedged it in

Bedropt with roses waxen-#CCCCFF

Well satisfied with dew and light

And careless to be seen.

Long years ago it might befall

When all the garden flowers were trim

The grave old gardener prided him

On these the most of all.

Some Lady stately overmuch

Here moving with a silken noise

Has blush'd beside them at the voice

That liken'd her to such.

Or these to make a diadem9

She often may have pluck'd and twined;

Half-smiling as it came to mind

That few would look at them.

O little thought that Lady proud

A child would watch her fair #CCCCFF rose

When buried lay her #CCCCFFr brows

And silk was changed for shroud10!

Nor thought that gardener (full of scorns

For men unlearn'd and simple phrase)

A child would bring it all its praise

By creeping through the thorns!

To me upon my low moss7 seat

Though never a dream the roses sent

Of science or love's compliment

I ween they smelt11 as sweet.

It did not move my grief to see

The trace of human step departed:

Because the garden was deserted

The blither place for me!

Friends blame me not! a narrow ken8

Hath childhood 'twixt the sun and sward:

We draw the moral afterward

We feel the gladness then.

And gladdest hours for me did glide12

In silence at the rose-tree wall:

A thrush made gladness musical

Upon the other side.

Nor he nor I did e'er incline

To peck or pluck the blossoms #CCCCFF:

How should I know but that they might

Lead lives as glad as mine?

To make my hermit13-home complete

I brought clear water from the spring

Praised in its own low murmuring

And cresses glossy14 wet.

And so I thought my likeness15 grew

(Without the melancholy16 tale)

To 'gentle hermit of the dale '

And Angelina too.

For oft I read within my nook

Such minstrel stories; till the breeze

Made sounds poetic17 in the trees

And then I shut the book.

If I shut this wherein I write

I hear no more the wind athwart

Those trees nor feel that childish heart

Delighting in delight.

My childhood from my life is parted

My footstep from the moss which drew

Its fairy circle round: anew

The garden is deserted.

Another thrush may there rehearse

The madrigals which sweetest are;

No more for me!myself afar

Do sing a sadder verse.

Ah me! ah me! when erst I lay

In that child's-nest so greenly wrought18

I laugh'd unto myself and thought

'The time will pass away.'

And still I laugh'd and did not fear

But that whene'er was pass'd away

The childish time some happier play

My womanhood would cheer.

I knew the time would pass away;

And yet beside the rose-tree wall

Dear God how seldom if at all

Did I look up to pray!

The time is past: and now that grows

The cypress19 high among the trees

And I behold20 #CCCCFF sepulchres

As well as the #CCCCFF rose

When wiser meeker21 thoughts are given

And I have learnt to lift my face

Reminded how earth's greenest place

The colour draws from heaven

It something saith for earthly pain

But more for heavenly promise free

That I who was would shrink to be

That happy child again.